February 2012
130 posts
It never stopped hurting
The pain didn’t go away,
it just became bearable.
Had a dream about people who no longer speak to me. It made me really really sad :( I’m a good person. I don’t understand…
An hr later:
It’s irrelevant. God knows…
Sometimes I sleep through the night, sometimes I don’t. I gotta stop worrying. I thought I was coming up but I’m not. This is just another set back. I’m human so I have my scary dark moments where I’m so close to giving up. But God is building my faith so I hold on another day. It’s hard not to worry when everything is falling apart, but I’m working on it....
